It’s no secret that my life over the last several years makes Bridget Jones look like she’s totally got her shit together. Whenever something good would happen and I finally felt like things were looking up, life would just shake it’s head pitifully at me. Thus, it was very difficult to gain any sort of momentum when I would attempt to use Law Of Attraction.
Here’s the annoying thing about LOA, you have to first feel like you have what you want before you can get what you want. Which can really suck when you are having a tough time in life.
But OK…I was back living in the city I love, with a really good job that I enjoy so I was resolved to not fuck shit up this time. Of course, I was also broke, living in a hotel that I couldn’t really afford because the place I was moving into was not available yet. Instead of stressing and feeling shitty about it, I just pretended like there weren’t any issues and went on about my business. OK, weeeeellllll…. I did borrow a little money from my friend (Thanks Jenn! I swear I’ll maybe probably pay you back soon…ish) but then I just told myself I couldn’t always be worrying. So, for the first time in a looooooong time, I didn’t.
And the craziest shit happened. I was happily being consciously oblivious to my dire financial situation, but the reality was I had enough money for a hotel one more night and I couldn’t move into my new apartment with weirdo for another week. Oh yeah, I had looked and looked for other apartments that were available immediately but to no avail. So the apartment with weirdo it was. But not for a week.
Out of the blue, the last day I could afford to pay for a hotel, I received a text from my friend Sarah who I hadn’t even told I was back in town. She had heard from a mutual friend that I was back and didn’t have a place to stay for a week and offered up her apartment. Her roommate had just moved out abruptly and her new roommate wasn’t moving in for another two weeks. Oh, and I’d have my own room with a private bathroom. Aaaaand…there was a mattress left behind as well, so I wouldn’t have to sleep on the floor. Damnnnn, Law of Attraction really came through. I would have been happy with sleeping on someone’s couch but I pretty much got a hotel. Except it was free and I got to hang out with my friend Sarah who is pretty awesome.
I mean, it’s not like I won a million dollars and all of my financial problems were over, but it was exactly what I needed to make it through the week, and I was very grateful.
I think that a lot of people have a misconception about LOA, that it’s about becoming a millionaire and getting a new car or whatever. I mean, I sincerely hope that it about that too because God knows my car is a bigger wreck than my life, and who the fuck doesn’t want a million dollars? Just saying that LOA can be used for everyday stuff as well, and maybe for some people, that’s all they need. Not me, but for some people. I need a million dollars. And I’m sure I’ll get it… someday. In the meantime, I am extremely appreciative of what I’ve been able to attract. Keep the good stuff coming, Universe. I’m here for it.
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