Yesterday I had every intention to get in a positive mindset and try the whole state of flow situation I read about (which is basically trying to stay in the moment while keeping a certain positive goal in mind). I am trying to attract more business and close some bigger events, such as weddings. When I got to work in the morning, I mustered up as much positivity that I could and was like, yeah! this is gonna be great! This lasted for a whole two minutes before I got another rejection for an event I was working on and then I gave up because I again was feeling super discouraged. Not even the comfort bagel I bought after finding out this news helped in any way. Maybe if drinking wine at work was acceptable I could have salvaged my mood and gotten more business opportunities and a better story for you guys today.
I wasn’t really feeling any less frustrated today and I was going to just eat another comfort bagel and sulk, but I decided instead that I needed a serious attitude check.
While I was mulling over how to go about this, I started thinking about my dwindling state of positivity over the years. There were some pretty dark times in the last 2 years, and I’ve been steadily working to get to a better place. But you know what? Maybe it’s OK. Maybe I don’t need to be the most happy, positive, smiling person overnight. Or ever, in regards to smiling. Maybe it’s just OK to be a little more positive and hopeful everyday and maybe soon I can tap into this state of flow thing. You hear that, state of flow? I’m trying. Maybe you could work with me here, please.
I’ve said it before: to attract things, you need to be on the same vibrational field as what you are trying to attract. For some people it’s just as simple as listening to the radio in the car, where in one moment you’re pretending to be all gangsta, rapping along with Drizzy . Then maybe you decide you would rather get your inner yeehaw on, and so you just hit the next pre-set button and there you are, bam– Kenny Chesney’s signing about boats and beer and Mexico. Law of Atraction really can be that easy. For me though, maybe I don’t have what I’m looking for already pre-set on the buttons and I have to do the annoying task of scrolling through each station looking for what I want to listen to.
So that’s where I am in life, slowly scrolling through the stations, trying to find the song I’m looking for, but all the goddamn stations are on commercial break so it’s taking me 5 times as long and I’m hoping I eventually find the right one before I lose my shit and rip the stereo out of the fucking car.
Yeah, I thought that was a pretty good analogy too. I’ve now upgraded my comfort bagel to a smug bagel. With extra cream cheese.
And yes, I did think about all this while I am at work and not working. And yes I do also realize that actually working while at work would probably also help with the whole getting more events booked.
Right. In conclusion: I should try to be a little more positive each day, do some fucking work, and I should probably question my emotional attachment to bagels.
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