Myztic New Beginnings

It’s time for a change. After my myztic spiritual discussion, I reflected on
what I’ve recently been trying to attract, annnnnnd….it’s all been based on survival. For a couple months there, I was just trying to survive, so thank dear sweet baby Jesus for what I was able to attract to me at that time. Survival has been my mindset for so long now, that I almost lost the notion of really enjoying life. While I am grateful to not be homeless or jobless in San Diego, I want more out of life. My chakras are aligned and ready for new adventures.

That being said, I want to go to San Antonio. Like, to visit. I never want to move again, ever. I’ve been to almost every major city in the US, but there are a handful still left for me to explore. Technically, I want to travel anywhere and everywhere I can, but for the sake of using Law of Attraction effectively, I’m going to start with this request.

I am cognitive that all requests are equally as easy for the universe to manifest, it’s all in how you, as a person, feel about how easy or difficult it is that determines how long it takes, blah blah blah. I’m not a reasonable creature and thus I do not accept this fact. So, I’m starting with attracting this San Antonio trip instead of a month-long, luxurious Europe tour. None of that backpacking shit for me.

As of the moment I am typing this, I cannot afford to take ANY kind of vacation without saving for severalllll months, but I want to go now. Well, due to some work commitments, I’ll settle for the end of April.

I know LOA needs specificity so here’s my take on what I envision this trip to entail. Take some notes, Universe:

I want to be there for at least 4 days, with a possibility of one extra day for a day trip to Austin (only a two hour drive away). Visiting Austin while I’m so close would be an added bonus, but I’m OK with at least 4 days in San Antonio.

I want to go during the last week in April (2 weeks from now!), preferably April 28th-May 2nd which also happens to fall during my birthday.

I want to have a friend available to go with me. I have a few people I would be interested in traveling with–I will trust the Universe to align the right fit for this trip.

I want approved PAID time off from work for 2-3 of the days I’m gone (and I don’t have any paid vacation time, so..start working your magic).

I want to be able to afford plane tickets, hotel, car rental, and have extra money to go out while I am there without having any financial strain when I return back to real life in San Diego.

Alright, so I stated clearly and specifically what I want. First step, check.
The second step in the creative process is to believe. I think I covered this by not going for the month long, swanky Europe vacay…I can believe San Antonio in a budget hotel for 4 days is doable. Second step, check.

Ok, so somewhere between this second step, believe, and third step, receive, shit usually goes awry. The second step is kind of a shady bitch because it really has a hidden second part. Not only do you have to believe it’s possible in your life to attract it, you have to believe that the universe knows the best way to bring it into your life. Meaning, you have to let go and not think about how it might be possible or how it might happen. You truly just have to just let yourself be guided into the right steps or circumstances.

I am VERY BAD at this. When I’m not watching terrible reality TV shows, I am obsessed with true crime shows. My brain is always trying to piece together all the evidence to arrive at some conclusion on my own about who killed who and why. I love trying to figure things out, I like to know WHY and HOW and LOA isn’t down with that. Every time my brain starts to try to come to a theory of how this trip might happen, I have to tell myself “if you do what you’ve always done, you’ll get what you’ve always had”. I certainly don’t need to keep riding the struggle bus, that’s for sure.

So..second shady hidden step, half check?… Well, I’m working on it.